dream catch me when i'm fall...

early in the morning...i wake up after tired painting my room....i painted my room "PINK"...will painting the room, i remember my teacher saying that the colour PINK used to be painted in the room of the phychotic person.. hmm..i guess i'm a physcotic person...really need to rest..really need the peace of mind..

i'm really tired of my work..i need to perform well tomorrow...kalu tak..mati..i'm going to be fired..need to get the target... then my brain is tired..don't know why.. mase study dulu takde pun penat sampai camni..i guess bile kita sentiasa bersama-sama dgn org yg bleh kita count on to...it really help us a lot...now...u have to do it on ur own.. even ur mom and dad are always beside u...everyone is behind me..i'm still feel really empty..i can't believe i'm falling this hard... just wish my dream can catch me when i'm fall....

sometimes i keep thinking...everything that i do..why i do it??? should i do it...???? should i let everything falling apart or should i fix it... the decision that i made in my life...is the decision really true??

and this morning...i made the stupid thing again..for answering "YES" for the question that i should be saying "NO"..what a stupid decision i made...

sometimes i feel that i'm just like this little squirrel...i need someone to hold me.. the little squirrel is in the hand of him....he love the squirrel very much..each time he go to work..he hope that the little squirrel will always keep him company.. i'm like the squirrel..will and waiting for him...every single day... just waiting for him to hold me in his hand again..well, i guess it will never happen again.. he completely ignoring me now...and the little squirrel..

so the little squirrel cry all night..every day...but the little squirrel never losing her hope... the little squirrel will keep waiting at the tree...i also will not losing hope...waiting for the day...

dream..plz catch me again...i'm falling...everytime i cry...i just have my dream to keep me going...ALLAH help me to walk thru this journey...keep moving on...NURIN RAIHAFIS even u have to walk alone !!!!!