public enemies...huhu

so...yesterday, i when to wtch a movie 'Public Enemies'..the story kindda boring but watching johnny deep is not so boring la..dah al pegi sorang2...boring siot dok umah..tak letih pun dok umah..it just..my mind n may soul were not at home la..coz i really miss KL and UIA a lot...4 years being away from home..make me more stronger when i'm in KL...in Penang..u grow up here..lepak here...yes this is the best place to be..but the best place to leran about life is in KL...KL street and KL life give u time to learn, time to grow...more matured..when were at home.. everything was made by your mom...you dad want to send you where u want to go..no freedom..coz some time in life..when u are already 24..u need some privacy in life..ur life can't be public..especially to ur mom n dad..they still open my letter...even my bills...huhu..i guess my mom and dad is my no one public enemy...sometimes, there are few story that u can only share with ur frend..but not ur mom and dad..watching public enemies all by urself is really boring though...some more, its rainning outside...heavy pouring rain...huhu... cold and alone...lonely and pathethic i feel myself...hmm..i guess looking for new life is not easy as i thought after...u know that the person that u love the most in this world don't love u anymore....loitering around the shopping mall alone also such a stupid thing to do...but at least i'm having peace in my mind....looking back on the mistake that i have done...trying to think straight again...i just need to move on...move along now...if only he knew that i'm so lonely without him by my side..