thinking of you

so i have been working for about 2 to 3 days now...well i'm start at 6 in he murning...huhu.. the moment i start my work..i can't remember any thing..i can even answer my hp & even a mesej.. of cuz la i'm new kan...sobnyk lagi nk kena blajar kat situ....so nk p toilet pun pikir 2 3 kali...hehe
when the call start pouring in, i'm gonna be really bz...emel lagi nk kena balas....penat siot (-_-)

so when i come bck from work, i keep thinking about him.."dah makan ke mamat tu?, keje ker dia ari ni??, apasal tak suh aku share crdt??"...tu la soklan lazim yg bermain2 dlm kepala otak aku...it keep repeating in my mind..sah2 aku mmg obsess dgn mamat ni...after everything that we been thru..ingat senang ke aku nk lupa suma...the answer is NO!!!!!!... lmbt kot aku nak lupakan org...i'm kindda person yg kalu dh kenal seseorg tu, aku nak tau habis-habisan..

after few days xmenyusahkan idop mamat tuh, maka aku pun call la dier..xkeje rupanyer dier, siap jln2 lagi tuh....ayat yg ternyiang-nyiang kat telinga aku is " bby, try la cari org lain yg lebih baek dr abg, "....YES..i gonna find someelse...but taktau bila la...sbb...I HAVE LOCKED MY HEART-and at this moment only he have the KEYS to my heart....smpi bila aku nk jadik camni...tgk la camer nnt kn....WHO KNEW.....

"you're like an Indian summer in the middle of the winter...like a hard candy with a suprise center..how do i get better once i've had the best...you said there's tons of fish in the water..so the water i will test....

cause when i'm with him..i'm thinking of you..what you would do if..you were the one who was spending the night..i wish that i was looking into ur eyes...won't you walk through & bust in the door & take me awy..no more mistake..CUZ IN UR EYES I'D LIKE TO STAY...."